See, I don't think I DID cultivate a sense of wonder this year, well not in a positive way at least ... its probably more in a sense of amazement that I find myself not at the target I thought I'd be at ... it's more of a "I wonder what the hell happened ..." I seems so on fire January 1st... and "I wonder why I'm not there yet.." I've stuck to the programme, I've paid my money, counted every point ... "I wonder why my body doesn't co-operate" ... damn PCOS ... it's "wonder" as a sense of doubt rather than a sense of awe and amazement.. I am as always ever hopeful .. and haven't felt this positive about life and my journey for a long time... and I'm cultivating (I love the sound of that word...) some pretty good moments right now... I can see a tiny spec of light at the end of the tunnel... go me!
I'm glad to say that I share the "ever hopeful" view. It definitely beats the alternative. I think your real wonder is how wonder-full it is that your attitude remains positive even when the results aren't what you hoped for. Actually, I'm the exact same way. Yay us!
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